Its scary to be left alone with my mind
[NOT PROMOTING SELF HARM OR DEPRESSION]
okay so we know about jesus when he’s a baby, and jesus when he’s an adult, but does the bible ever mention his rebellious teenager years?
‘jesus, go feed the donkey.’
‘yOU’RE NOT MY REAL FATHER’
the ground shakes a little, and a voice comes down from the sky
‘do what your stepfather says you little shit’
fucking love tumblr
“’Cause I’d rather fight with you than laugh with another. I’d rather freeze in your arms than be warm under covers. I’d let you hit me before I ever let you hit the floor. And I’d rather choke than to breath in your absence. I’d rather feel your wrath than feel another’s passion. I’d rather die on the day that I give you a kiss Than spend the rest of my life knowing I never did”
The fact that all my friends think I’m fine while I spend so much time on my bathroom floor cutting is actually quite funny to me.
I wanna scream I wanna cry God oh god I wanna die. Maybe I’ll go break a few plates to ease all of my hate. Or maybe I’ll find relief in a razor blade. Or maybe the relief will come from a shit ton of pills I wish I could take.